" A goal without a plan is just a wish . ."
- Larry Elder

Tuesday, June 30, 2009



this song.. gets me.

loveeMEIKA =]

they speak louder.

then what you want to tell me.

and what am i talking about. .

myspace in GENERAL.
when you say nothings wrong. . i just look at your status..
or. . if you change your display picture from US to being with
someone else or yourself. . & if your song talks bout something. .

meika's not dumb. i might act like it. but im emotionally. . SMART.
thats why i dont like myspace at ALL. it ruins things.& i dont even
go on anymore because it causes to many problems. i dont want to
delete it because i need to keep in touch with people. but to everyone.

watch what you do in general. it speaks louder then what you want
someone to know about. . so NO youre not . ."acting brandnew.."

i love this song, but NOW. . in this situation . i HATE IT !

"This here is on some truthful shit
It seems like everything I do, your used to it
And I hate hearing stories bout who you've been with
Swear I gotta hide, what I'm feelin inside
So you still think I'm confident and dumb
Is this gonna last? Your up on a pedastal
Are we moving too fast?
Feel like I'm in crazy competition with the past
This why I gotta ask, is anything I'm doin brand new?"

loveeMEIKA =]

ps; i dont want to give up on a n y t h i n g . i swear.

this might all make sense. .but idk how to get it OUT.

i'm tired.

not . . tired as in "im sleepy". . im tired of PEOPLE.
everyone tries to ruin stuff that aint even there.

fuck everyone.

loveeMEIKA =]


i have to find a way. ..
do you see those song titles?!
he can just. . rape me from these songs.
hahahahahhahahah lemme stop =]

loveeMEIKA =]

guess who?

mariah carey.
thats her.
If you weren’t convinced that Mimi was trashing Eminem in her new single, “Obsessed,” how’s this for proof?

loveeMEIKA =]

Monday, June 29, 2009

Funny Parodies


charles hamilton;


soulja boy;

lil wayne;

i am TOOO weak.


no chris brown?

well we all know that when chris brown came out a few years back, everyone always asked him. . " who influenced you?" and he would clearly say.. michael jackson. on sunday.. the BET awards happend and no one knew were mr. brown was. knowing that they were showing a l o t of respect no chris brown was present.
the reason why is because jay z wouldnt perform if he was there. and the connection with the both? jay z is the one that signed rihanna a few years back. . so theres your answer if you are wondering.

& gloria added;
"so i went on your blog & i noticed the jank* about chris brown & i would like to add on to that . . bc it wasn't JUST jay-z that said he wouldn't preform , it was beyonce too . . if chris brown would ever show up . & of course , BET thought their proformences were waaayy more important .

*** i just think that is HORRiBLE !!!!!"

loveeMEIKA =]

JOEjackson. . rude?

Joe Jackson hit the BET Awards red carpet last night. And he stopped to chat with CNN’s John Lemon. This whole interview gets a big WOW. It seems like he doesnt even care ! like forreal. freakin HORRIBLE!

loveeMEIKA =]

i respect it now.

i listened to the words . . nd its true.
i respect the song&video.


& the new kanye video =]

loveeMEIKA =]

Skank Robbers

loveeMEIKA =]

i got plenty money. .


this song man. ever since i woke up. .
ive been singing it in my head.
thanks to someones twitter.

loveeMEIKA =]

sing a l o n g

loveeMEIKA =]

Sunday, June 28, 2009

ready or not. .


this song was in my head in the morning when i was getting ready. .
& it sang it. . softly. haha =]

loveeMEIKA =]

Saturday, June 27, 2009

i need

  • a consular
  • a diary.. bcuz sharing my feelings with people dont seem to work. .

because. . sometimes it feels like im by myself on EVERYTHING.
& sometimes i dont even think i understand myself . & i be having
a l o t of crazy thoughts & feelings on a lot i do in my life. . its not.. .


i breakDOWN alot. thats what b.D. mean. .if youre SLOW.

loveeMEIKA =]

i hate

how things are.
& i never. . nevermind.


im like ou daddy i see you. .


i just keep listening. .

my 3ooth post.

well i didnt know it was until i signed on.. nothing special.
but ANYWAYS ! last night when i was trying to sleep.. .
i was thinking bout jerking. . but then i was like. .remember
when THIS used to be big? like. ."crunk" movement. .

it used to be crazy. now we dance with our feet i guess.
but still before the "jerk" there was the "1,2 step" i all
the girls being in the middle school bathrooms tryna
see who can do it better. haha. those days.

then mr. myspace MAN can in. . nd made everyone crankDAT.
Cash Camp Crankin tha soulja boy

that video. . haha. but still. dance is a movement that
changes over time. . just remember who started it the
change of movement. . michael jackson. .

but now everyone's jerking all over the place. .
whats next?

loveeMEIKA =]

& i guess

other things are much important to you.

loveeMEIKA =]


i always ruin everything.
thats why i dont like myself.
& i give up on myself to easily.
i dont even have confidence
in anything i do & thats on
e v e r y t h i n g


thriller in the philippines. .

"1,500 plus CPDRC inmates of the Cebu Provincial Detention and Rehabilitation Center, Cebu, Philippines at practice! This is not the final routine, and definitely not a punishment! just a teaser." - youtube info

and it is a guy that plays the girl. lmao

loveeMEIKA =]

Friday, June 26, 2009



Who in the hell let Hurricane “Halle Berry” Chris perform on the Louisiana House of Representatives floor? hahaha !


. . you give me butterflies. .

"in MY mind"

my favorite michael jackson song.
enjoy. & it was in my head all day.
nd then i went bowling nd it came on!
i spazzed.

loveeMEIKA =]

chris brown nd the rangers?

say it aint so.
OH well. two sexies =]

loveeMEIKA =]

movies in mins: transformers

loveeMEIKA =]


jamell !
oh YES. we made it.
& many more.
loveYOU loser. .

love. . YOUR fag =]

yesterday our lil date was cute =]
we watched transformers.. hahaa & tacoBELL =] pwaahaha.
& it was fun because Lj came too. i love you guys.

loveeMEIKA =]


michael jackson.

when someone told me that..
i didnt know what to tnink.

James Brown. Dec 25th. Aaliyah August 25th. Left Eye April 25th. Micheal Jackson June 25th.

see anything?

loveeMEIKA =]

Thursday, June 25, 2009



this was PERFECT ! they had to two songs that are annoying.
+ not anymore
+ love rollercoaster

get it off the radio!


loveeMEIKA =]


just incase people didnt watch it. . its so funny; nd if your slow. .its NOT the real wayne




HAHA. im so serious . the guy that is acting as weezy even wrote the freestyle at the end.

loveeMEIKA =]


"in MY mind."

this song was in my head ALL day. . i was singing it randomly.

loveeMEIKA =]

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

start of something new. .

so i guess. .
im going to start something new on my blog.
like. i had it for a while now and posted so
many things. . so lets see.
im going to have;
music mondays: old music that i never get tired of
trashy thurdays; music that needs to stop playing on the radio.
freedom fridays; different things bout celebrities. . ill post anything. .hello. .freedom?
and ill try doing this everyday. ." in MY mind" . .im going to tell you what song was in my MIND all day. .

i wanna see how THIS goes.

loveeMEIKA =]

Tuesday, June 23, 2009


lemme find out whos making things the way they are.

ill make them say hello to my dads 45.

loveeMEIKA =]


not tonight i guess.

loveeMEIKA =]

i swear

i need natalie right now.
i miss her nd her talks so much.

loveeMEIKA =]


took my BEAST movement.


HAHA. no beef. just toFU ;D

hate when people be doing that.

loveeMEIKA =]

Monday, June 22, 2009

bringing it BACK!

meika, yu a BEAST

talk YOUR shit.
and i wanna see someone TAKE it. uh HUH.
i had it for a minute now bringing it BACK.
i miss people telling me that in the halls.

loveeMEIKA =]

so i found this. .

when i was looking at my email . .
because i save things when i take them off my myspace.
& it was saved march15.2009

as far as relationships go. .

the triCk mamaS; shanice&chelsea.[est2oo6]

the faja; gemmalyn.[est2oo6]

the baby daddy; tre.[summer o8]

the girlfriend; jamisha.[11.o5.o8]

the smexyMama; jessicaMillz.[12.1o.o8]

the wives; natalie&cindi.[12.16.o8]

the secreT lover; thomo.[12.28.o8]

the baby mama; tia.[o1.15.o9]

the boyfriend; colby.[o2.22.o9]

the husband; lil troy.[o3.o1.o9]

the boo; mel p.[o3.o2.o9]

and this was an about me. i might put it back up, just change alot of it.
i can be the most coldest person you meet. seems like i have no heart, but i am breathing with a pulse. i got my girls to back me up in whatever i do& some boys too. most of my friends are boys, doesnt make me a hoe. girls just be on some mess. i got a bigBrother named dru& a bigSister named lizbrey. .they sometimes handle my light weight. i sing way to much, doesnt make me a great singer. i sometimes act homo, but dont get nothing twisted.. im clearly straight. i have average grades, but im not an average person. home school, green run. but i'm suffering in the halls of landstown. but the teachers& students love me there. .because i keep them entertained. the only reason i like going to first block is because i have my fun walks with my girls& my alien convos with jamisha. people complain im toooo loud, but i just say 'whatever'. purple green & red are my favorite colors. basketball player. shotput& discus thrower. i write perfect with my left hand & with the right, chicken scratch. i can speak bout 2 languages, english&tagalog, but i understand more then i can talk in tagalog. i fell hard once& really not ready to fall again. i kinda like my boys bad. miss the braces& hate the retainer. mr adrian johnson. .inspires me to wear my retainer. my parents dont know most of my friends. i dont like syrup, butter only please. i hate the world being mad at me. i get sick REALLY easy. matilda is the BEST movie in the world. the lakers, lets GO! born on the other side of the US, oakland. .chicago is my second home, while the philippines is rankd number three in my books. i remember when i used to be on 'xanga' before myspace was made.i get mad when adrian doesnt text back, it's just our little thing. $$$.cars. clothes. i think trey songz is beautiful & so is tha joker. hate sharp objects going near my hair. "you may be one person in the world, but you may be the world to one person". underground writer & freestyler. the secret life. i LOVE my wives [est 12.16.o8] im on that polygamy shit. colby is the "boyfriend" lmao. jk. now married to lil troy [march1.2009]. that nigga hotpocket verbally rapes me. always texting. i dont answer private calls. headphones in my ear. permit whippin. party banger.i have three wholes on my left ear, & two on my right because they messed up when i was younger. have curly hair, but love it straight. shamii cox, beStfriend& one of my go to's left me speechless. collects hoodies& starBurst wrappers. undercover cheerleader. half black& filipino. N0T hawaiian. known as the 'word makerUpper'. peace, i would love. .but it's N0T happening. im always in trouble for S0METHiNG, it gets pretty annoying. i take to many pictures. that should be underlined, but its not. i L0VE meeting new people, just dont be on that stalker mess. chandler is cool. i want to learn how to play tennis. race me in a driving game& you're D0NE. i vent to gloria&maurice at night. wreckless, yes. i'm barely on myspace on the computer anymore, myspace mobile. sticking to my goals, sports photographer with a little advertisements here& there. this is for shanice; 1-800-SH0OT-EM. because if they wont. .who will?
time for me to shut up

oh how things change.

loveeMEIKA =]

same CREW

stil sexy

loveeMEIKA =]




loveeMEIKA =]

if dogs could talk

i would be in a l o t of trouble.

loveeMEIKA =]

let me. .

love you.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

i need

to get right. . like forreal.

loveeMEIKA =]

chicago footwork

jerking is cali. .
this is chicago

loveeMEIKA =]

OH my GOD !

this is SO sexy.

like FORRREAL. aah thanks to gloria =]

loveeMEIKA =]


everything . .is for a reason

Kanye West, Best Dressed [Class of '95]

Tyra Banks, Best Personality [Class of '91]

Angelina Jolie, Most Likely To Succeed [Class of '93]


im having my baby. .

on a train TOO =]

only in america

loveeMEIKA =]

happy fathers day.

loveeMEIKA =]


this is sydney & here friend stephy jerking.
they dressed up as boys. . btw.

loveeMEIKA =]



had fun. we were watching "up" while. . things were going. . "down" LMAO

loveeMEIKA =]

Friday, June 19, 2009

i miss YOU

my favorite BOY cousin REAL talk.
we can tell each other everything.
nd i cant wait till i see you in the summer.

"im gonna see you soon!"
"idk! but soon!"
"alright. we going to a party like you promised last year"
but pleeeeassseee dont beat me up , i know youre reaaally tall now.

but here's last oct.

but i miss you too RUSSY ! haha
"parties aint everything" - russel

nd i know that NOW . see you two SOON !

loveeMEIKA =]

the sims.

i havent played in a week.
but i want to play now. .
but i cant. because the type
of mood im in. . i might end
up killin the people in the game.

so i space myself from it.
and thats the best thing to do
at the moment . .believe me.

loveeMEIKA =]

Thursday, June 18, 2009


to my besT tre !
he's visiting his dad in kentucky till aug.

"ima miss you even though i havent seen you in forever!" - tre

this bitch. YOU OWE ME TWO DOLLARS ! haha =]

loveeMEIKA =]


i got one now
look me up
by my real name

& i would like to . .

thank. .

lizbrey davis.
natalie mcDaniels.
shamii cox.
tre collins.

just for being there.

loveeMEIKA =]

if your into. .

trey songz. .
check out my music page;


loveeMEIKA =]

photography !

click !

oh took em.

loveeMEIKA =]

the FUNNY convos of yesterday..

during the english exam
shawn smallwood calls me over .
i thought he needed help on a
project that he didnt finish. but .
he didnt. . nd it goes a little somethin
like this. .

shawn = " this one girl told me i have sexy lips "
me = " okay? "
shawn = " what does that mean? "
me = " she thinks your lips are i guess. . .kissable "
shawn = " oh hah. " *smiles* "what do you think of my lips? "
me = " chapped." *then i walk away*

my friend alexis just laughs. ooh. im going to miss her too!

okay. this one was with me and my mom. like. .
we were in the check out line at
walgreens. looking at the candy and
what not. nd it was like. . .
me = " i want this one" *points to the resse*
mom = " i want this one" *points to the snickers*
me = " whats this? a new pack of gum?!" and ill
show you what i point at in a min. . but then,
she looks at me and we both laugh. i swear
it looks like a pack of GUM! haha. look;okay. its a "pocket sized card" like wtf. haha.
youre not supposed to put condoms in your
pocket or wallet. what in the world are they
trying to tell people? haha ! but trojan to go.
reeeeally? and its ULTRA THIN. hahaahahah.

loveeMEIKA =]

"driving miss meika"

lizbrey picked me up yesterday. .
from school after the first exam.
i told my mom i was in the auditorium
so she wouldnt call. .we went to
starBucks. .nd i had to tell my parents
i went to 711 when i got home bcuz i
they gave me $10.. nd i ended up with
less. haha. we went to freshworld. it was
my first time. .nd i was bout to cry because
i saw dead fish in a fish tank. .i hate that.
we didnt know where we were going. . so we
visited dean. since we havent seen him in forever.
well i hadnt. i miss my first DUDE bestfriend.

heres a video =]

loveeMEIKA =]

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

hello summer.

my exams are over nd im excited.
oh yes. i just dont want nothing
this summer to go wrong. .
im not really up for any partying.
because i dont like the feeling
of my buttox on another boys. ..
well you get the drift. im most
likely still having my party. but
things will be different. so far its
on july26. thats a sunday. uhh. &
my 4 month anni. ha =] but yeah.
im not goin "wild". its summer..
the time that is known for people
flirting nd doing "wild" things..
just . .listen to me. .im not.

loveeMEIKA =]

they GOT off.

my girl deak [in the red shirt&vans. . well the BANGS!] got off.
they all got off shiiit.

loveeMEIKA =]

Tuesday, June 16, 2009


is single !

ha. just for kortKort =]


"he's divorced now" - me
"oh. hes just getting ready for me" - kortney

loveeMEIKA =]

i try so hard. .

and i try. . nd try.
i love you


Sunday, June 14, 2009


and when we say that .. .
thats a promise im willing to keep.

loveeMEIKA =]

i also hate

the summer.
and i have my OWN reasons.

loveeMEIKA =]

i hate


i dont trust those kinds..
but s o m e .

loveeMEIKA =]


is boring.

theres really no point for it.
i dont even use the computer
for it anymore. im always on the
phone for it. and no ones ever on.
its just a place to make people mad.
thats what i think of it as. im just
gonna use it forreal to keep in touch
with people that i lost because i have
no numbers in my address book. . so
im gonna be askin for them.

eh. idk. my mind might change.

loveeMEIKA =]

Saturday, June 13, 2009



loveeMEIKA =]


okay derrick rose ;D
loveeMEIKA =]

stolen phone&wallet

i got it stolen last friday; 4B 2nd half lunch.
right before the bell rang.
and believe me it hit me hard.
and i know that the person that
took it smiles in my face everyday.
i didnt do anything wrong to anyone.
i have no drama what so ever.

i should have listened . .
"everyone is not your friend" - dad
and "you dont have any friends
but the ones that i trust with you" - mom

my boyfriend keep telling me the same.
and believe me, my dads going to look
at the tape too. .and pressing charges.
so the best thing to do is give it back.
youll learn a lesson.. im serious.
this is not a good look for you


Friday, June 12, 2009

donii's PORNO

he does this every study block;

whos NOT going to miss this ?

loveeMEIKA =]

Thursday, June 11, 2009

& it starts out.

well when i text my besTfriend Tre, i always start it off randomly.
for example this afternoon i said; "happy birthday" and he continues.

"your welcome"
"its not my birthday"
"my priest said everyday is your birthday"
"but i dont get birthday sex everyday"

HAH this was the best one so far. i was weak.
aw tre. you dont need sex anyways ! its bad for everyone!

loveeMEIKA =]

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

"big ass chain"

ha. so you probaly heard about tpian and his NEW chain. . well lemme say.; .his "big ass chain"

10lbs. 197kts.
lets go.
loveeMEIKA =]

oh mr.WEST.

earlier this week was kayne west birthday.

here's his cake. .

haha. his "kicks" =]
loveeMEIKA =]

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


deeJ! [ on the right ]
this picture was taken in DEC. . OLD
hope you had a good one !
"they scream "OH NINE" but i
showthem the double 1's"
loveeMEIKA =]


sandra LOPEZ =]
i miss YOU girl
back when my hair was longer.
& yours was shorter.
youre ILLegal. ;D
ily =]

loveeMEIKA =]

study block. .

im going to miss it.
it was one of my favorite studies blocks forreal.
this is from june7th.
spenny and donii.

loveeMEIKA =]

2009 powderpuff

under classmen ^

upper classmen ^

you see these shirts?
well your girl MEIKA !. . designed them.
haha =]
and i designed the tickets too.

well. .
the game was canceled because
of the rain. but the thing is. . . .
it STOPED raining ! omg.
i was so mad !
but its back on tmr . .
three o'clock after SCHOOL!
be there. . or be. .
$5. . tickets still on sale.
at the gate.
all proceeds go to st. judes.
loveeMEIKA =]

Monday, June 8, 2009


alycia austin!
may the "weed" be with you ;D
loveeMEIKA =]


"well goodnight. i hope god gives our kids beautiful eyes. ily"- me
" AHAH ! ily2. well. . goodnight fruit" - lizbrey
" well if i was a fruit. .then i would be a mango, because im sour & sweet " - me
" well. . if i was a fruit i would be a cherry. . because i like to pop. ." - lizbrey
" LMAO. .im rollin. .and i dont mean blunts ! "- me
" ha. sure you are ;D goodnight my little drug dealer." - lizbrey

thats how we end our nights. .

loveeMEIKA =]

the ex stripper. .is now an ex.

so if you didnt hear. . kayne west kicked amber rose to the curb.
it seems that when kayne west has been working on his business,
amber rose has been blooming is someone elses garden.

lets say. .the rapper. .cassidy? . . well it is.

you wont see any more this. .

i guess his "ego" wasnt big enough for her. haha
loveeMEIKA =]

The Cleveland Show Trailer!

Look, I'm no Saturday morning cartoon head by any means, but I've been waiting nearly a year for this show to mark it's small screen debut and I'm about ready for it. This Fall, The Cleveland Show will do just that, with the help of an all star cast including Sanaa Lathan, Nia Long, and Seth MacFarlane-- expect extremly high ratings.For those of you who gave up on television years ago, The Cleveland Show is the all-Black spinoff of the comedy hit Family Guy.

loveeMEIKA =]

rihanna is BACK

to being herself and attending things in the "real world"

lakers game last night! and who won . . lakers. ha.

loveeMEIKA =]


so i guess everyone this weekend got their meatROLLED.

lil kim& t-pain.

chris brown&bow wow. .with the unknown girl

chris brown needs to close that jaw. . haha !

loveeMEIKA =]

keri hilson;

click the pictures to see them bigger & see the whole pages of the article.
she's a beauty .
this is from her summer cover spread for the 944 magazine

no wonder boys are always talkin bout her; not only is her music beautiful. . so is she.

loveeMEIKA =]

Sunday, June 7, 2009

i love

him & him only.

loveeMEIKA =]

dear meika,

I hate you.
I always will.

loveeMEIKA =]

Saturday, June 6, 2009

how am i supposed to

breath with no air


loveeMEIKA =]

scary thoughts

i dont know what
to do forreal. im hella
sad. it hasnt been like
this. . & thats it.

i crying my heart out.
i cant help that im so
damn emotional. but
thats JUST me.

if you dont want to
talk to me. . idk. it
hurts even more.

god help us.

loveeMEIKA =]

Friday, June 5, 2009

& he brings questions

Uh oh yall, here is part 2 to the madness.

1. I know he did NOT just pump his pecs to the beat and then have the nerve to belly roll.
2. This is like P.E. calisthenics gone awkward and hyper-sexual.
3. Go to around minute 2:40. Is he a contender for the 2012 U.S. gymnastics team? haha
Why does he continue do this these things?
You know when you feel embarrassed just watching someone else do something embarrassing? Well that is how I feel every time I watch his videos; extremely awkward.

And I love how he tried to explain himself from the last video.
Baby, actions speak louder than words and your actions are acting rather foolish and uh, you know the rest...
Three snaps.

P.S. This cracked me up:

P.S.S This has to be THE best song advertisement ever cause you have no choice but to watch the video and the song is mad catchy.

loveeMEIKA =]

talk like this. .

cuz i can back it up

loveeMEIKA =]

Thursday, June 4, 2009


so in AP human. . like now; we are looking at the yearBOOK.

and we saw. . "philipBAY!"
also known as. .

ill put a picture of him up later but you cant tell me he doesnt look like lord farquaad from shrek. we always make fun of it now. if you dont know who mr. bay ishe is the one that tried to blow up the school. . uh HUH ! yeah . he will NOT be missed =] *ps; he was in my study block ! he had that "scary walk" . . oh YEAH !

loveeMEIKA =]

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

wale; chillin.


loveeMEIKA =]

Monday, June 1, 2009

& people

in general . .

aggravate me.

loveeMEIKA =]



loveeMEIKA =]

MTV "wtf"


At the MTV Movie Awards last night, Sacha Baron Cohen decided to fly in–dressed as his “Bruno” character–and announce the next award while dropping spread eagle around Eminem’s face. You can’t do that to a grown ass man without him getting pissy. Em and his crew started fighting Sacha off him, then Em stormed out of the show. Check it:

loveeMEIKA =]

its the best time of the year. .

haha. lemme stop. never had it !

had to put it up because. . im STILL not tired of this song.
even tho my mom sings it all the time. . haha. anyways.

loveeMEIKA =]