Tuesday, June 30, 2009
and what am i talking about. .
myspace in GENERAL.
when you say nothings wrong. . i just look at your status..
or. . if you change your display picture from US to being with
someone else or yourself. . & if your song talks bout something. .
meika's not dumb. i might act like it. but im emotionally. . SMART.
thats why i dont like myspace at ALL. it ruins things.& i dont even
go on anymore because it causes to many problems. i dont want to
delete it because i need to keep in touch with people. but to everyone.
watch what you do in general. it speaks louder then what you want
someone to know about. . so NO youre not . ."acting brandnew.."
i love this song, but NOW. . in this situation . i HATE IT !
It seems like everything I do, your used to it
And I hate hearing stories bout who you've been with
Swear I gotta hide, what I'm feelin inside
So you still think I'm confident and dumb
Is this gonna last? Your up on a pedastal
Are we moving too fast?
Feel like I'm in crazy competition with the past
This why I gotta ask, is anything I'm doin brand new?"
ps; i dont want to give up on a n y t h i n g . i swear.
this might all make sense. .but idk how to get it OUT.
Monday, June 29, 2009
well we all know that when chris brown came out a few years back, everyone always asked him. . " who influenced you?" and he would clearly say.. michael jackson. on sunday.. the BET awards happend and no one knew were mr. brown was. knowing that they were showing a l o t of respect no chris brown was present.
the reason why is because jay z wouldnt perform if he was there. and the connection with the both? jay z is the one that signed rihanna a few years back. . so theres your answer if you are wondering.
& gloria added;
"so i went on your blog & i noticed the jank* about chris brown & i would like to add on to that . . bc it wasn't JUST jay-z that said he wouldn't preform , it was beyonce too . . if chris brown would ever show up . & of course , BET thought their proformences were waaayy more important .
*** i just think that is HORRiBLE !!!!!"
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
- a consular
- a diary.. bcuz sharing my feelings with people dont seem to work. .
because. . sometimes it feels like im by myself on EVERYTHING.
& sometimes i dont even think i understand myself . & i be having
a l o t of crazy thoughts & feelings on a lot i do in my life. . its not.. .
i breakDOWN alot. thats what b.D. mean. .if youre SLOW.
but ANYWAYS ! last night when i was trying to sleep.. .
i was thinking bout jerking. . but then i was like. .remember
when THIS used to be big? like. ."crunk" movement. .
it used to be crazy. now we dance with our feet i guess.
but still before the "jerk" there was the "1,2 step" i all
the girls being in the middle school bathrooms tryna
see who can do it better. haha. those days.
then mr. myspace MAN can in. . nd made everyone crankDAT.
Cash Camp Crankin tha soulja boy
that video. . haha. but still. dance is a movement that
changes over time. . just remember who started it the
change of movement. . michael jackson. .
but now everyone's jerking all over the place. .
"1,500 plus CPDRC inmates of the Cebu Provincial Detention and Rehabilitation Center, Cebu, Philippines at practice! This is not the final routine, and definitely not a punishment! just a teaser." - youtube info
and it is a guy that plays the girl. lmao
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
im going to start something new on my blog.
like. i had it for a while now and posted so
many things. . so lets see.
im going to have;
music mondays: old music that i never get tired of
trashy thurdays; music that needs to stop playing on the radio.
freedom fridays; different things bout celebrities. . ill post anything. .hello. .freedom?
and ill try doing this everyday. ." in MY mind" . .im going to tell you what song was in my MIND all day. .
i wanna see how THIS goes.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
because i save things when i take them off my myspace.
& it was saved march15.2009
the triCk mamaS; shanice&chelsea.[est2oo6]
the faja; gemmalyn.[est2oo6]
the baby daddy; tre.[summer o8]
the girlfriend; jamisha.[11.o5.o8]
the smexyMama; jessicaMillz.[12.1o.o8]
the wives; natalie&cindi.[12.16.o8]
the secreT lover; thomo.[12.28.o8]
the baby mama; tia.[o1.15.o9]
the boyfriend; colby.[o2.22.o9]
the husband; lil troy.[o3.o1.o9]
the boo; mel p.[o3.o2.o9]
time for me to shut up
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
my favorite BOY cousin REAL talk.
we can tell each other everything.
nd i cant wait till i see you in the summer.
"im gonna see you soon!"
"idk! but soon!"
"alright. we going to a party like you promised last year"
but pleeeeassseee dont beat me up , i know youre reaaally tall now.
but here's last oct.
but i miss you too RUSSY ! haha
"parties aint everything" - russel
nd i know that NOW . see you two SOON !
Thursday, June 18, 2009
shawn smallwood calls me over .
i thought he needed help on a
project that he didnt finish. but .
he didnt. . nd it goes a little somethin
like this. .
shawn = " this one girl told me i have sexy lips "
me = " okay? "
shawn = " what does that mean? "
me = " she thinks your lips are i guess. . .kissable "
shawn = " oh hah. " *smiles* "what do you think of my lips? "
me = " chapped." *then i walk away*
my friend alexis just laughs. ooh. im going to miss her too!
okay. this one was with me and my mom. like. .
we were in the check out line at
walgreens. looking at the candy and
what not. nd it was like. . .
me = " i want this one" *points to the resse*
mom = " i want this one" *points to the snickers*
me = " whats this? a new pack of gum?!" and ill
show you what i point at in a min. . but then,
she looks at me and we both laugh. i swear
it looks like a pack of GUM! haha. look;okay. its a "pocket sized card" like wtf. haha.
youre not supposed to put condoms in your
pocket or wallet. what in the world are they
trying to tell people? haha ! but trojan to go.
reeeeally? and its ULTRA THIN. hahaahahah.
lizbrey picked me up yesterday. .
from school after the first exam.
i told my mom i was in the auditorium
so she wouldnt call. .we went to
starBucks. .nd i had to tell my parents
i went to 711 when i got home bcuz i
they gave me $10.. nd i ended up with
less. haha. we went to freshworld. it was
my first time. .nd i was bout to cry because
i saw dead fish in a fish tank. .i hate that.
we didnt know where we were going. . so we
visited dean. since we havent seen him in forever.
well i hadnt. i miss my first DUDE bestfriend.
heres a video =]
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
oh yes. i just dont want nothing
this summer to go wrong. .
im not really up for any partying.
because i dont like the feeling
of my buttox on another boys. ..
well you get the drift. im most
likely still having my party. but
things will be different. so far its
on july26. thats a sunday. uhh. &
my 4 month anni. ha =] but yeah.
im not goin "wild". its summer..
the time that is known for people
flirting nd doing "wild" things..
just . .listen to me. .im not.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
theres really no point for it.
i dont even use the computer
for it anymore. im always on the
phone for it. and no ones ever on.
its just a place to make people mad.
thats what i think of it as. im just
gonna use it forreal to keep in touch
with people that i lost because i have
no numbers in my address book. . so
im gonna be askin for them.
eh. idk. my mind might change.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
right before the bell rang.
and believe me it hit me hard.
and i know that the person that
took it smiles in my face everyday.
i didnt do anything wrong to anyone.
i have no drama what so ever.
i should have listened . .
"everyone is not your friend" - dad
and "you dont have any friends
but the ones that i trust with you" - mom
my boyfriend keep telling me the same.
and believe me, my dads going to look
at the tape too. .and pressing charges.
so the best thing to do is give it back.
youll learn a lesson.. im serious.
this is not a good look for you
Friday, June 12, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
for example this afternoon i said; "happy birthday" and he continues.
"its not my birthday"
"my priest said everyday is your birthday"
"but i dont get birthday sex everyday"
HAH this was the best one so far. i was weak.
aw tre. you dont need sex anyways ! its bad for everyone!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
and i designed the tickets too.
the game was canceled because
of the rain. but the thing is. . . .
it STOPED raining ! omg.
i was so mad !
three o'clock after SCHOOL!
at the gate.
Monday, June 8, 2009
" well if i was a fruit. .then i would be a mango, because im sour & sweet " - me
" well. . if i was a fruit i would be a cherry. . because i like to pop. ." - lizbrey
" LMAO. .im rollin. .and i dont mean blunts ! "- me
" ha. sure you are ;D goodnight my little drug dealer." - lizbrey
thats how we end our nights. .
so if you didnt hear. . kayne west kicked amber rose to the curb.
it seems that when kayne west has been working on his business,
amber rose has been blooming is someone elses garden.
lets say. .the rapper. .cassidy? . . well it is.
you wont see any more this. .
i guess his "ego" wasnt big enough for her. haha
Look, I'm no Saturday morning cartoon head by any means, but I've been waiting nearly a year for this show to mark it's small screen debut and I'm about ready for it. This Fall, The Cleveland Show will do just that, with the help of an all star cast including Sanaa Lathan, Nia Long, and Seth MacFarlane-- expect extremly high ratings.For those of you who gave up on television years ago, The Cleveland Show is the all-Black spinoff of the comedy hit Family Guy.
click the pictures to see them bigger & see the whole pages of the article.
she's a beauty .
this is from her summer cover spread for the 944 magazine
no wonder boys are always talkin bout her; not only is her music beautiful. . so is she.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
to do forreal. im hella
sad. it hasnt been like
this. . & thats it.
i crying my heart out.
i cant help that im so
damn emotional. but
thats JUST me.
if you dont want to
talk to me. . idk. it
hurts even more.
god help us.
Friday, June 5, 2009
You know when you feel embarrassed just watching someone else do something embarrassing? Well that is how I feel every time I watch his videos; extremely awkward.
And I love how he tried to explain himself from the last video.
Baby, actions speak louder than words and your actions are acting rather foolish and uh, you know the rest...
P.S. This cracked me up:
P.S.S This has to be THE best song advertisement ever cause you have no choice but to watch the video and the song is mad catchy.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
and we saw. . "philipBAY!"
also known as. .
ill put a picture of him up later but you cant tell me he doesnt look like lord farquaad from shrek. we always make fun of it now. if you dont know who mr. bay ishe is the one that tried to blow up the school. . uh HUH ! yeah . he will NOT be missed =] *ps; he was in my study block ! he had that "scary walk" . . oh YEAH !
Monday, June 1, 2009
At the MTV Movie Awards last night, Sacha Baron Cohen decided to fly in–dressed as his “Bruno” character–and announce the next award while dropping spread eagle around Eminem’s face. You can’t do that to a grown ass man without him getting pissy. Em and his crew started fighting Sacha off him, then Em stormed out of the show. Check it: