Tuesday, March 31, 2009
nobody is seeing MEEEEE
i just dont blog about dumb stuff.
people actually read it nd message; text; & comment me bout it.
some say its their daily entertainment.
which i think is cute & it makes me feel
good that people like what i have to say.
yes yes yes !
DONT get like me =]
- everyone knew about how you were one of my guy bestfriends, Since December, thats changed.
- everyone knew that last year, i was quiet. Since the beginning of this year, thats changed.
- everyone knew that i didnt like cherries, Since January, thats changed.
- everyone knew that i was a selling dope on the streets. Since Monday, thats changed. that was a n e v e r .
what hasnt changed ?
- i still dont like any other berry; strawberries, blue&blackBerries. eeeh!
- i still dont like syrup. dont put that on my food or ill S N A P.
- i still love roller coasters. fast things excite me.
- i still think that one day, everything will be j u s t right in the world.
Monday, March 30, 2009
when i was leaving pe today this boy was like
"meika, yu a BEAST!"
like nigga i KNOW. hahahahahha !
so i know this MIGHT be dumb.
but in math class today when my teacher was talking bout "switching" the signs. .i thought of this song ! HA. nd i was singing it.
dance MEIKA go !
it's just you & i against the world .people question us, nd i give them an answer. they judge. they think. they DONT know. people asking me why i choose you. i tell them i didnt, my heart did. distance is one t h i n g , but how we feel about each other is something different. it just make US stronger. someone telling us that they'll give us two to four weeks. some mess right? but we don't have a time limit on how long WE last, sorry we're not a parking meter. i know im a cluts but im not a cluts when it comes to feelings. it's just the cutiest things that you do when we're together that get me. the little things also. time is a good thing. and the time WAS right. & i STILL thanks rio. boy, youre in my heart for a r e a s o n .
" i m a y n e v e r f i n d "
ps; i think its funny when people add me because of US.
amen ! <3
Sunday, March 29, 2009
since when did people start gettin blogspot? a lot of people are starting to get it now !1 now i know how maurice felt..
i clearly hope people are NOT gonna steal my ideas nd thoughts. nd put it on there blog. then problems will come. ha. i love blog spot reallly. AND many people say i have the best blogs to read? ha. okay. good looks. i need to know who read them too. so i might give you a shout out.. yanno?
but last night. . i didnt go to bed till bout 4? ha. me nd lizbrey were just talkin up a storm. nd we tried to get andrew in his sleep. but things didnt seem to work out. well. i got pickd up tooo early. then i did some chores . then went to the movies nd mall with lizbrey dru teresa lj & mel <3 oh how fun. ha. i scream to loud in scary movies. nd im such a cluts. thats what ive been told.
yeee. a Bday Week.
ugh. i hate Bdays really.
they anger me with to much stress.
ha. my dad just said "i wonder what would happen if someone set a bomb in a grave yard, what would happen? because everyones dead anyways"
Saturday, March 28, 2009
ha. someone pulled a move, pulled the alarm jank..
nd i was just thinking AGAIN what me donoven nd kwame
were talking bout at lunch. ha. how a dude pulled the fire
alarm when they were in 8th grade. like he kept pullin it even
tho it was already pulled. nd when people were going outside
nd leaving the classes, he was doing kart wheels & back flips
down the hallway. he didnt care which was funny, but then
its not. so haha ! =]
but i remember what i did in 8th grade ! ha. who doesnt?
with the fire extinguisher. thats a story i dont even wanna
explain. haha. i got administrative detention tho. nd its
off my record . so i am GOOOOOOD.
f i r e ! thats what it means. .
i always wanted that for a tattoo.
Friday, March 27, 2009
we have some beautiful girls with talent. jessica, the one next to me. . shes the number 2 shotputer in the state. marlena, the 2nd girl on the bottom left is the number 2 runner in the nation for high school, nd next to her taylor, is number 4. talent runs in the family for most. its a m a z i n g if you ask me. they make me stronger with saying "dont cheat the program" because landstown high is known to have the BEST track program from high school in the country. & i made the word bold for a reason, people just know our school. the work outs were crazy today tho btw. ha. 10 x 10 for bench. 10 x 10 for squats. nd 200 crunches. it doesnt seem like a l o t. but it builds up. yesterday was good workout tho, i feel nd love the pain of success coming my way. every point counts for track meets. i already feel stronger, just ask mel ;D
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
im NOT introuble. so people need to stop asking questions.
because im not going to tell what it was for.
but that picture MAKES me look like im a bad person.
well that EMAIL. because now teachers think im
"wanted" nd what not. UGH.
but its funny how EVERYONE knew it was ME because
of my outfit& hair. pwhaha.
Monday, March 23, 2009
click the pictures to make them bigger.
the top area = I
the bigger area = II
the top right= III
the bottom right = IV
I. How did I come to be the person I am?
To become the person I am, it took years with different kinds of peoples help. I go to people when I need advice or help with a conflict. They also assist me with my decisions in my life. The way I talk, is different from the family that lives in my household. I sort of have a little accent that comes out sometimes. It’s kind of like a “southern” accent at the end of the words. My parents say I get it from my grandma who lives in
II. Who am I now?
Personally I don’t know how to describe myself. People tell me all the time that I am “different”. When I am ask them what do they mean, they just say “something special”. I’m happy most of the time, but there are sometimes when I don’t have a good mood. Who I hang out with is my choice. I don’t have a real brother, but I do have someone named Andrew that is the closest person to a brother I have. When I wasn’t allowed to be with my real sister, Lizbrey was the closest to a sister that have. I don’t have a “clique” but I have a fantastic four. Most of my friends don’t get all “connect” with my other friends like I connect with them, so sometimes it’s hard hanging out with all of them at one time. Team work was taught to me by playing sports such as basketball. Strength was taught to me with sports such as shot put and discus. Courage was taught to me by my parents putting me in kickboxing classes back in middle school. Some factors that may confuse my identity is my ethnic background. I’m half Filipino and half African American, and many people think I have to act like either one of them. I clearly think that I act the way I want to, and to think about how I’m supposed to act. It should just flow naturally.
III. What are my dreams?
When I grow up, I want to be a successful woman. One day having finishing collage at Johnson and Wales University. After I get settled down, have a wonderful wedding and start a family. I have goals on meeting president Obama one day. I don’t know how, but it is going to happen. For an occupation, I dream of holding a camera. Not a classic Samsung, but a nice Canon or Nikon. Seeing things threw a camera is something different then what you see with your eye. With myself and the chemistry I have with sports, I want to become a sports photographer. I want to be socially and musically connect with everything I do also. My dream is to also have world peace. World peace is something that doesn’t just come; it has to be worked on.
IV. What are some of the obstacles that try to prevent me from realizing my dreams?
An obstacle that can be something that effects my goal is that, “Money doesn’t grow on trees.”. You have to work for what you want and it just doesn’t come. Another obstacle is that sometimes racial problems keep you from doing something you want to do. Sometime a dream is a “dream”, and you need to check into reality.
behold; the NEW dora the explorer. i had to do a current event in sports&entertainment for homework. & ill just put my summary up here about it;
^click for article
Dora the Explorer has been around since the year 2000. As the years go by, children grow up, and people on television follow. But it is very uncommon for children show characters or products to grow with them too. In this case, a television series for Nickelodeon, “Dora the Explorer” has followed the audience. Now Dora is going to walking around exploring with her new “girlfriends”, but not with Boots, the Map, Swiper and other characters that are from the original show. It was the toy maker, Mattel, idea to let Dora grow up to be around the age of 10. Dora the Explorer now has long brown hair, a pink dress that appears to look like a shirt, purple leggings, and orange flats. Dora does not wear makeup, but her lips look very glossy Many moms are not happy because they say that it seems like, “Dora is a streetwalker and a sexed- up version of a children’s icon.” . The mothers say that the doll also looks more like a “Britney Spears” or “Lindsay Lohan” then someone that would be in elementary school. The new show will also teach children how to speak Spanish. The original Dora the Explorer show will be still running, but the version will start to run in October as an extension. It’s just a risk that both companies are willing to take.
My opinion of this article is that the original Dora is a good example for younger children, but the parents still need to give the “new” Dora a chance on what she has to offer. Sometimes if they company makes the wrong choice in something, they will lose their consumers. Parents also have to remember that it’s them, which control what their children view on the television. In my opinion Dora just became older. It has been nine years since she was created, and as time change, other things also change with it. In this case, it’s Dora. I think it’s also a great idea to run both the original and the newer version.
but her outfit is cute.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
so when i talk to someone on bulletins.
and theyre not friends with the person
im talking to nd they dont see what they
say for me to respond. its an a u t o matic BAM
that they think its about them. which i think
is funny. it just makes you look dumb if you ask.
& then when other people j u m p in & try to make
statements to stur things up? oh man.
ha. this pot is already cookin. i said
" NO BEEF. JUST TOFU. "
thats been my saying for i dont know
how long. because beef is REAL nd
tofu is FAKE. so yeah. im just saying
i dont have PROBLEMS with anybody.
but if you have a problem with me. .
i d o n t c a r e .
because a l o t of people dont like me.
nd i know some of my family doesnt
like me. so whats th difference with you?
so just keep it walking. like strangers.
its gonna be like that. & always be
like that. just expressing MY point
& MY view . and if you dont like MY
bulletins or what i have to say. ..
delete me. just click on my bulletin
nd click "delete this user" nd it would
be the end of YOUR worries.
Friday, March 20, 2009
aha. at a retirement party as we speak.
class of 2011 shirt designs are due on the 27th.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
lets seee. .
my tummy area is like Tumeric.
my arms go from Caramel corn to coppertone to autumn bronze and STRAIGHT to saddle brown.
my legs are the same way. .
my mom says, "youre not even filipino anymore" HA
i would like to thank practice.
shot put & discus.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
but then today was my parents anniversary. .19 years. ahah
tyreek needs to give me my GREEN hoodie back. you dont mess with the green. but anyways. today in school. .bDAY. i hate those. but today i liked it.
in math.. i understood everything we were talking bout for once. even if the teacher told me and cody to shut up. lmao. in chem. well you know how the parents can look at the grades on the 25th? well teachers can put a note on there. .nd my teacher put:
body: daydreaming like she is stoned, again
man i was weak ! haha but he erased it because i told him that my dad already thinks i do that kind of thing. hahha! ;D BUT tell me why my chem teacher [mr.venner] was at my track meet! like really? i was bout to throw disc and he was there. nd i was like O_O "what are you doing here?" tell me why this man started asking me how much it weighd. i said 1K. nd he was like "how much is that in grams". . "uh?" "kilograms". . dude knowing i cant DO THAT. lmao
OH. i beat my personal record too
shot last year was: 22 ft
shot today was: 26 ft 4 inches
discus i did BAD. jeeez.
last year : 52 ft
today: 49 ft.
we ALL have a feeling tomorrow is going to be a "Hell day" work out.
I SAW MY BESTFRIEND SHAMII.
haha ! he had to run too ! he did good ! proud proud. we made a video too =]
this dude is hella funny.
& on top of that. .
i got my pancakes today. YUM
Monday, March 16, 2009
this angers me.
and so does s c h o o l .
adrian johnson is my daily entertainment.
that l o s e r
my greAtfriend. but whatever. still a loser.
ive been organizing my closet. even tho i didnt
tell anyone forreal i was doing it? but when people
ask me what im doing, i say "im fixing my closet"
but that mess is looking mad s e x y. LMAO.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
& JEEEZ. today was MAD cold outside. & i forgot my sweat pants for practice. i was FREEEZING.
what still gets me is this:
"why wont you stab yourself & call nineONEone." - adrian johnson.
just because i told him to go to sleep the other day. .
he told me that. which is STILL funny.
class of two thousand eleven meeting was today.
im going to REPEAT this;
if you werent at the meeting. . dont complain bout the
shirts and whatever. shirt designs are due on march27;
so get them in. ring dance themes are looking good. im
digging the "old hollywood" look idea. gives us more
thoughts. i was working on a tShirt design, got deleted.
like really. hard work.
" Reaching for the stars, stretching to the heavens,
we are the class of 2011 "
keep THAT in mind. .
still planning my party. .. ugh. hard WORK!
july. . july. .july !
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
- the happiness
- my BRACES
- all the filipino get-togethers i used to go to every saturday back in the day
- roller coasters
- when classes were easier [1stGRADE-7thGRADE]
- orangeSODA [thank lent]
- c h i c a g o
- p h i l i p p i n e s
- my sister
- my dog, aladdin
- the GOOD days. .
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
o h y e a h . . i rode the activity bus for the FIRST time. .in highschool. interesting.
Monday, March 9, 2009
progress reports came out today, can you say. . the bullet to the gun? i got the following;
Sports&Entertainment marketing: A
AP Human Geography: B
Tech Academy Honors English 11: B
Health/PE 10: B
like really? im not even supposed to have a freaking "E" in alg. I stayed after school today for some help before i went to my ortho. appt. & i asked my teacher what the number grade was. he said "63" but the thing is that i have a zero in there for a quiz i dont remember missing? like seriously? i looked at my attendance JUST now, and i dont have any days absent in that class to not take it. hmmm . he said if i least get a 20%, my grade will be a 70. so i can do that i guess. but i told my dad that, and he still DOESNT care what so ever. he took me off shotput & discus. there goes MY dream of at least making it to states. this is HORRIBLE. my teachers .. .set me up.
naaah. to many dreams ahead of me for that.
trying to get the opportunities that i can get NOW
then wait for college.
"party on down" - mrs. myers. LMAO.
&ilove lizbrey&andrew ! sis&bro. lmao.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
HAHA. he helped me set this up i guess. he said "& i want a whole blog on yours sayin how much you love me &that i helped yu." so here you go maurice. . haha. sike this would be really messed up if i just left it like that. .right? so i met you in the summer. long story SHORT, we became good friends. i vent to you a lot. and you do the same. we have our "sundays best" and "friday kickoff" somtimes you make me feel really dumb because youre so smart. if anyone messes with you, they are DONE.
. . buhlike. ..
let me have a chance to put MY own business out there;
because you have NO right forreal to do it.
MY issues. MY problems. YOUR issues. YOUR problems.