" A goal without a plan is just a wish . ."
- Larry Elder















Sunday, June 27, 2010

"unwanted"

i hate when i compare
myself to people.

im told im not supposed
to do it .. but we all know
we do it at a point ..
ugh. horrible

im sometimes comfortable about myself
but sometimes im not.
i feel like i have to compete with
others to get what i want and to keep
what i have.
take a walk in the mall
w| your man nd their eyes
wonder nd their heads turn.
i see it all the time, not saying
my man does it but its "human nature"
well damn it ..
im annoyed and disgusted at
human nature.

people that know me know
that im very emotional.
i feel like everything i have
is going to be gone in the next second.
i feel like i can be easily be replaced.
i sometimes feel like im not supported
and that people only go to me when they
want something.
emotion . stated on dictionary.com
an affective state of consciousness in which joy, sorrow, fear, hate, or the like,
is experienced, asdistinguished from cognitive and volitional states of
consciousness.

i have joy .. i have sorrow. . mostly fear and hatred.
emotional but still strong.
im keeping




loveeMEIKA =]

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